~~The Best song that describe my feeling~~

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love...

i kept repeated this song...every morning after i wake up, and every night before i sleep..i remember the first time i brought him to my friends...they gave me a " surprise " looked....that i had expected..he's a Malay guy...but like she sang..i don't care what they say, how they think, and how they feel...because something really happened between us..something very special that totally changed me...but at last...is really hard to believe that we end up like this...yes he did cut me open..and i did bleed...nothing hurts me more when a guy do wrong but still pretend that his right...and keep deny the truth....i am getting tired i guess..but i will wear this scars for the rest of my life....